Meeraa

 My cuts on my arms and legs have faded away luckily not leaving scars, except for this one on my leg cause that was really deep but no one will ever look at my legs so i can finally go out wearing short arm tops without having to worry about covering them up.

I was sitting in my room earlier today and i heard my sister and my mum arguing again then i heard my sister running up the stairs, i opened my bedroom door and looked into her bedroom because the door was open and saw her just about to kill herself but luckily i went in and stopped her. Then about an hour ago i heard my mum on the phone saying how she wishes she never had children and how she wishes she was dead instead of my dad. And on top of all that shizzle im still getting bullied for being different.

I keep picking up my razor blade but i manage to stop myself. 

I wanna be on an island all by myself with no dickheads about!!

:’(